How I Beat the Unpardonable Sin!

How I Beat the Unpardonable Sin! By Nate W. Beck. Copyright 2024 by Nathan William Beck. All Rights Reserved. All Scripture from the Authorized King James Holy Bible.

Millions of people, including Christians, struggle with mental health issues and mine is Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder, which is caused by a chemical imbalance in the brain, which causes your mind to focus on your biggest fears and disgusts and repetitive behavior and sometimes a constant need for validation. This post isn’t about OCD, so I’m not going to go into a whole long thing about its causes, history, treatment, diagnosis etc. Suffice it to say that OCD sufferers are not responsible, for the most part, for the unwanted thoughts that pop in their heads no more than someone with a physical handicap or someone who is paralyzed can help their condition. Fast forward to the absolute hell I used to struggle with. If I had let the devil get his way, I would’ve been totally ineffective for the Lord and would’ve just given up.

Some well known Bible verses, though often little understood.

“But when the Pharisees heard it, they said, This fellow doth not cast out devils, but by Beelzebub the prince of the devils. And Jesus knew their thoughts, and said unto them, Every kingdom divided against itself is brought to desolation; and every city or house divided against itself shall not stand: And if Satan cast out Satan, he is divided against himself; how shall then his kingdom stand? And if I by Beelzebub cast out devils, by whom do your children cast them out? therefore they shall be your judges. But if I cast out devils by the Spirit of God, then the kingdom of God is come unto you. Or else how can one enter into a strong man’s house, and spoil his goods, except he first bind the strong man? and then he will spoil his house. He that is not with me is against me; and he that gathereth not with me scattereth abroad. Wherefore I say unto you, All manner of sin and blasphemy shall be forgiven unto men: but the blasphemy against the Holy Ghost shall not be forgiven unto men. And whosoever speaketh a word against the Son of man, it shall be forgiven him: but whosoever speaketh against the Holy Ghost, it shall not be forgiven him, neither in this world, neither in the world to come.
Matthew 12:24-32.

“And the scribes which came down from Jerusalem said, He hath Beelzebub, and by the prince of the devils casteth he out devils. And he called them unto him, and said unto them in parables, How can Satan cast out Satan? And if a kingdom be divided against itself, that kingdom cannot stand. And if a house be divided against itself, that house cannot stand. And if Satan rise up against himself, and be divided, he cannot stand, but hath an end. No man can enter into a strong man’s house, and spoil his goods, except he will first bind the strong man; and then he will spoil his house. Verily I say unto you, All sins shall be forgiven unto the sons of men, and blasphemies wherewith soever they shall blaspheme: But he that shall blaspheme against the Holy Ghost hath never forgiveness, but is in danger of eternal damnation. Because they said, He hath an unclean spirit.”
Mark 3:22-30 KJV.

Those passages are some of the most terrifying parts of Scripture. To think that there is one sin that, if committed, God will NEVER forgive you for. Well, of course, early in my twenties, with my OCD, I would have terrible thoughts that would get stuck in my head where I would cuss the Holy Ghost and have to fight it off by cussing Satan instead and saying over and over again Praise you Holy Ghost in place of the unwanted thought. This caused me great stress and turmoil and I would constantly doubt my Salvation and ask the Lord to take these thoughts away. It was absolute hell for me and even so today revisiting it. There are lots of reasons I never wanted to write/revisit this, but there it is. Upsetting the Holy Ghost is the last thing I would ever want to do at any point in my Christian life and such a thing should repulse any sane Christian. But a mental illness like OCD that Satan can use to his advantage presents a serious problem. A problem most Christian pastors and counselors are ill equipped to handle.

A couple things I want to point out about the passages on blaspheming the Holy Ghost. Number one, this was a sin of the tongue, not thoughts. Number two, it was the unrepentant Pharisees openly accusing Jesus of having an unclean spirit and doing healings by the power of Satan. Number three, no one ever mentions this sin again in the Bible AFTER the Cross. Many, including myself, believe this sin could only be unforgiven before Jesus paid for ALL sin on the Cross. Other Christian writers have dealt successfully with explaining the Unpardonable Sin such as Pastor James L. Melton and Joseph Dearing. See my Recommended Reading List.

A fourth thing to mention is that the Bible never says that any Pharisee who blasphemed the Holy Ghost was worried about what Jesus said about it. If you’re worried you’ve committed this sin, that’s a good indication you haven’t committed it at all. It is also strange that Paul would never feel the need to give people a repeat warning in any New Testament letter he wrote about the one sin that God could supposedly never forgive. I know some Charismatic and “Holiness” groups who take advantage of that fear today when confronted with their false doctrines. Some such self righteous snobs think you can lose your salvation if you fart in public!

Where I Found Help.

For the longest time, I would search in vain for help with this struggle and though I wrote to many ministries, I didn’t find any answers that were satisfying or any real help at all. Finally, I found help in two sources which really answered my problem. The first was a book titled Brain Lock: Free Yourself From Obsessive-Compulsive Behavior by Dr. Jeffrey Schwartz, an expert on OCD. A huge help, Dr. Schwartz explained how and why OCD works the way it does, described other historical figures who struggled with the same thing I was dealing with and explained why an OCD sufferer is not their thoughts and can’t be responsible for a thought that they cannot control or that is totally unwelcome in the first place. As evangelist Dwight L. Moody said in Secret Power, you can’t control birds flying over your head (unwanted thoughts), but you can certainly keep them from making a nest in your head!

Brain Lock is one of the best self therapy books for OCD sufferers available. Another book that is a big help that I discovered later is Dr. Ian Osborn’s Can Christianity Cure Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder? In that book, Dr. Osborn details the mental struggles of Martin Luther and John Bunyan, who most likely had OCD. As I said, there are millions of people who have struggled with this, and many Christians like me suffer in silence because they don’t have any real answers. Furthermore, many more have no Biblical training in how to conduct spiritual warfare either, to combat the devil’s tactics. I’m not saying every case of mental illness is of the devil. Not saying that at all, but Satan can certainly use such as an advantage over the Christian! I’m proof of that! Ephesians 6 KJV.

The second big help came from Dr. Peter Ruckman, one of my Christian heroes. It was around 2007-2008 that I finally got around to buying his Chalk Talk sermons on DVD and the one the Lord led me to pick first was Demons and Christians. I’ll never forget it. It was a work night (third shift) and I got up around 6PM, found it in the mail and decided to stay up and watch the whole thing before work. I was really excited because I had never seen Dr. Ruckman preach before, but just heard him on tape. A powerful sermon, and one of my favorites, about the half hour mark into it, Dr. Ruckman said something that hit me and made tears stream down my face!

Speaking of how demons can manipulate you and introduce thoughts in your head, Dr. Ruckman described being out jogging at night and hearing voices cussing the Holy Ghost. He said, “You know, it’s a good thing the Lord gives us so much to worry about sometimes and our minds just aren’t in neutral, because ANYTHING can pop in there!” He continued, “but I’ve got more sense than you’ve got, because I know that ain’t me! If it were up to me those thoughts wouldn’t be there. I know what’s going on!”. Dr. Ruckman continued to describe how unclean spirits operate, and he has some of the very best material on spiritual warfare. Since one of my all time favorite men of God went through this kind of thing, I didn’t feel so alone in the struggle as I had! This was a tremendous blessing from the Lord, very personal, and I will never forget it! God bless Brother Pete Ruckman!

Other than the inner workings of OCD, a devil, being a spirit, and Satan, being the prince of the power of the air- Ephesians 2:2, can certainly cause thoughts to pass through your head that aren’t yours. Even the Spirit of the Omnipresent Lord and the Spirit of Satan have to inhabit the same Universe! One of Satan’s favorite pass times is to get the child of God to doubt their salvation in Christ and the never ending love that the Lord has for us. Satan thrives on fear and torment. See 1 John 4:18. The best thing to do is to immediately recognize that the thought isn’t yours, rebuke it in Jesus’s Name and move on. When I finally came to the realization of the fact that these weren’t my thoughts, and that my salvation wasn’t in jeopardy, and the Blood of the Lord Jesus Christ washes ALL MY SIN AWAY anyway- 1 John 1:7, Revelation 12:11 KJV, the thoughts went away completely! That’s how I beat the unpardonable sin!

So much more could be written on this, and I probably will in an expanded publication, but don’t let the devil or anyone else deceive you into thinking that the Lord won’t forgive you of certain sins, ESPECIALLY sins you don’t have much control over. The Lord is smarter and more just than that, so give God some credit, won’t you? There are also many Scriptures, some cited below, that shows the Lord has much compassion on those who are of a contrite heart over sin and mental struggles. We have complete and total victory in the Lord Jesus Christ and You too can beat the unpardonable sin!

Recommended KJB Scriptures. The best defense to combat unwanted and unholy thoughts is to saturate your mind and heart with as much of the word of God, the King James Holy Bible, as possible! Psalm 119:11 KJB. Make sure it’s the Authorized King James Holy Bible too. All modern versions are of the devil and from corrupt Roman Catholic manuscripts and only serve to further mess your mind up!

2 Timothy 1:7
1 John 1:7-10
2 Corinthians 10:3-5
Romans 7:18 (it’s important to remember that the human brain is also flesh)
1 Thessalonians 5:14.
Isaiah 26:3
Isaiah 57:15
Psalm 34:18
Psalm 51:17
Isaiah 66:2

Recommended Reading.

Demons and Christians. by Dr. P. S. Ruckman

Brain Lock. by Dr. Jeffrey Schwartz

Can Christianity Cure Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder? By Dr. Ian Osborn.

The “Errors” in the King James Bible. by Dr. Ruckman.

Secret Power by Dwight L. Moody.

Soul Winning Crash Course. by Joseph Dearing

Martin Luther’s Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder. by Dr. Osborn.

Hard Sayings In the Bible. by James L. Melton.

Fighting Back by James L. Melton.

Eternal Security. by Dr. Ruckman.

Nate Beck

Friday Proverb – Deliverance and Direction

Proverbs 11:6

 The righteousness of the upright shall deliver them:




but transgressors shall be taken in their own naughtiness.


2 Peter 1:3-4


For the Lord’s Day – I Have Decided to Follow Jesus





John 12:26

 If any man serve Me, let him follow Me; and where I am, there shall also My servant be: if any man serve Me, him will My Father honour.


Friday Proverb – Riches Will Not Save Anyone

 Riches profit not in the day of wrath:




but righteousness delivereth from death.

rapture



1 Timothy 1:5-7 KJV [5] Now the end of the commandment is charity out of a pure heart, and of a good conscience, and of faith unfeigned: [6] from which some having swerved have turned aside unto vain jangling; [7] desiring to be teachers of the law; understanding neither what they say, nor wherof they affirm.

Don’t Get Upset!

DON’T GET UPSET!

Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation; and uphold me with thy free spirit. Psalm 51:12.

Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God. Philippians 4:6.

These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world. John 16:33.

Thinking about a lot for things over this busy weekend. As Christians it’s very easy to get discouraged and bogged down with things and stresses in this life and with what’s going on in the world right now. However, no matter what happens, we got it made in the end either way, so don’t worry about a thing!

If Kamala gets elected, don’t get upset. We have our King in Jesus and I’m going to live joyfully in Him no matter who is elected President!

If Christ doesn’t rapture us out of here by 2033, don’t get upset. That just means we have our time and calendar all messed up and God’s clock is not going to be dictated by how we feel or how we think things should go or when they should happen. God never specifically said He was going to come at any specific date anywhere in the Bible, so the Lord cant be tied to any expected date. Don’t get upset. He will come when He comes!

Don’t have a good job? Don’t get upset. Sometimes the Lord makes us wait longer than we think we should because certain things have to happen first.

Don’t have a wife? Don’t get upset. Sometimes the Lord has to mature you first before you’re ready for a wife.

Family not saved? Don’t get upset. Pray through it and trust in the Lord!Too many bills? Don’t get upset. Pray the Lord will make them go away some way some how.

Won’t be a good Christmas this year? Don’t get upset. If you have Jesus, you have the Perfect Gift already!

Don’t have a car? Don’t get upset. Jesus walked everywhere. Pray through it.

Other problems? Don’t get upset! Pray and trust the Lord and everything works out in the end IF YOU TRUST HIM! Do you?

Then don’t get upset!

Pray through the pain, pray through the worry, pray through the stress, pray through the depression, pray through the trials. Pray through it! Praise through it! Read through it! Fast through it! Don’t get upset. Don’t give up! You got the Book, the Blood and the Spirit! You got this! God’s got this! Amen!

For the Lord’s Day – Redeemed



1 Peter 1:18-19

18 Forasmuch as ye know that ye were not redeemed with corruptible things, as silver and gold, from your vain conversation received by tradition from your fathers;

19 But with the precious blood of Christ, as of a lamb without blemish and without spot:


Friday Proverb – The Importance of Integrity

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Proverbs 11:3

 The integrity of the upright shall guide them:

narrow way

but the perverseness of transgressors shall destroy them.


scales from the bible

The Ghostly Guild: Channeling’s Lineage – Historicist.info

https://historicist.info/necromancers/the-ghostly-guild-channelings-lineage/?origin=serp_auto

The Tree of the Field is Man’s Life



Deuteronomy 20:18-20

18 That they teach you not to do after all their abominations, which they have done unto their gods; so should ye sin against the Lord your God.

19 When thou shalt besiege a city a long time, in making war against it to take it, thou shalt not destroy the trees thereof by forcing an axe against them: for thou mayest eat of them, and thou shalt not cut them down (for the tree of the field is man’s life) to employ them in the siege:

20 Only the trees which thou knowest that they be not trees for meat, thou shalt destroy and cut them down; and thou shalt build bulwarks against the city that maketh war with thee, until it be subdued.

Revelation 22:1-3

22 And he shewed me a pure river of water of life, clear as crystal, proceeding out of the throne of God and of the Lamb.

In the midst of the street of it, and on either side of the river, was there the tree of life, which bare twelve manner of fruits, and yielded her fruit every month: and the leaves of the tree were for the healing of the nations.

And there shall be no more curse: but the throne of God and of the Lamb shall be in it; and His servants shall serve Him


Please enjoy this lovely rendition of Joyce Kilmer’s/Oscar Rasbach’s “Trees,” sung by Bob McGrath, in classical Irish tenor style...


For the Lord’s Day – Calvary Covers It All


Taylor Walter
Taylor Ethelwyn

 And you, being dead in your sins and the uncircumcision of your flesh, hath He quickened together with Him, having forgiven you all trespasses. . .


For the Lord’s Day – All People That On Earth Do Dwell


Hymn Story

All People That on Earth Do Dwell


Psalm 100 

 Make a joyful noise unto the Lord, all ye lands.

Serve the Lord with gladness: come before His presence with singing.

Know ye that the Lord He is God: it is He that hath made us, and not we ourselves; we are His people, and the sheep of His pasture.

Enter into His gates with thanksgiving, and into His courts with praise: be thankful unto Him, and bless His name.

For the Lord is good; His mercy is everlasting; and His truth endureth to all generations.


p.s.  I post this as part of my continuous effort to point up the dangers of CCM, and hope and pray that God’s people will wake up to the serpent in the singing.  Can you see what is being lost as the old hymns are cast aside for simple lyrics and rhythmic melodies?  CCM  is now firmly in IFB churches everywhere.

2 Timothy 4:3

Friday Proverb – Pride is Followed by Shame


When pride cometh, then cometh shame: 


but with the lowly is wisdom.


Friday Proverb – All Manner of Cheating

Proverbs 11:1

 A false balance is abomination to the Lord:


scales from the bible

but a just weight is His delight.


Luke 6:38

 Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom.


water in a weary land

For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again.


Is Man an Animal?


“Swami Vivekkananda, a Hindu guru widely thought of in America, taught that because the Mother-Goddess Kali is all, all in one, and all is cyclical, God is both good and evil:




The Reward of Heeding Wisdom – 2







20 That thou mayest walk in the way of good men, and keep the paths of the righteous.

21 For the upright shall dwell in the land, and the perfect shall remain in it.


22 But the wicked shall be cut off from the earth, and the transgressors shall be rooted out of it.


Is Your Child’s Elementary Teacher Giving Them Sleeping Medication?

The reasons to homeschool your kids becomes more and more evident each day. This time, multiple teachers at an elementary school in Texas are accused of giving young children “sleepy stickers.” Here is a link to an article: cbsaustin

Apparently, the mother of a 4-year-old only found out because her daughter snuck it home after school explaining to her mom that the “sticker makes her fall asleep.”

This isn’t the first time it has happened, and it probably isn’t the only place it’s happening. In fact, something like this was also found out to be happening last year as well! Teacher resigns after giving melatonin…

Yikes! Check in with your kiddies and make sure they aren’t being secretly medicated!